January 16 2008: I’m Pathetic
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I’ve been racking my brain for the past couple of weeks, trying to come up with a way to write a humourous entry about a recurring dream I’ve been having regarding my high school crush. But then, well, I realised it was impossible. Dreaming about someone you haven’t seen for two and a half years isn’t humourous, it’s actually rather sad.
It’s even sadder when nothing’s ever happened between the two of you. When it’s the class brain hiding her love and affection for the bad boy guitarist. I’ve been mooning over someone for the past nine years, someone who’s never seen me as anything more than the girl he told all the dirty details of his sex life (with other girls) to.
I am so pathetic.
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*hugs*
You’re not pathetic.
Rachael on January 16 2008 #
There isn’t anything pathetic about that. I have crushes on cartoon characters. THAT’S pathetic.
Jordie on January 16 2008 #
Awww… I know how you feel. I’m sadly to say kind of in like(?) with my one of my guy friends but he’ll not see me more than a good friend..
I agree with everyone that you’re not pathetic.
Maggie on January 16 2008 #
I have little attraction to anybody that isn’t fictional/unobtainable. It’s a sad life. :P
Anyway, in the patheticness stakes, you don’t win. If you’ve watched Notting Hill — you wouldn’t be getting the last brownie!
Amber on January 16 2008 #
No you’re not pathetic. Especially now that you’ve told us. Makes me a little pathetic now myself, reading my old diary entries and still mooning over the “relationship that never was”. I feel you Amanda.
Juice on January 17 2008 #
You’re not pathetic :) The world is just harsh.
Chien Yee on January 17 2008 #
That’s not pathetic at all! That’s hormones. :P Hormones suck.
Aisling on January 17 2008 #
That doesn’t sound *so* pathetic. These things happen; the world is a messed up place :P
Kaylee on January 17 2008 #
Going with the flow: You are not pathetic.
I mean, there are people who fantasize about different fictional characters. You are kind of lucky.
Nano on January 17 2008 #
That’s not pathetic..I would think it’s just normal *pats*
What’s pathetic is eventually liking someone because he jokingly liked you, knowing it wasn’t serious. ahh high school…such a cruel, cruel place.
marilyn on January 17 2008 #
I just realized that your first entry was on Jan 16th 07.
Happy belated anniversary.
Nano on January 25 2008 #